Savannah Guthrie is more than 15 years removed from her divorce, but it seems like the split still weighs on her. In an interview on Tuesday with Monica Lewinsky, the Today correspondent said that the end of her marriage was “horrible and sad and it broke my heart and it took me years to recover.

It was horrible and sad and it broke my heart,” the “Today” show co-anchor admitted on the “Reclaiming with Monica Lewinsky” podcast.